hello

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It is funny to ask to myself and I still find that you are still by far one of my most favorite person out there.
Not a single second I spend with you was a time-wasted.
I was happy. Well, to tell you the truth, I might be at my happiest state even tho we also went thru many ups and downs.
There were cries after cries. But even so, laugh never failed to find a way back to us.
And so we laughed. A lot.
And I will forever thank you for that.
For saving me, especially.

But even after your absence, I am happy too.
Because now I came into realization that happiness is a choice.
So I find happiness in another form, another person.
Foods after foods, friends after friends, journeys after journeys.
None of them is anything close to you, but well, a person is not meant to be replaced with another, and so you are.

I know I should ask for your forgiveness seventy times seven and it could never be enough between us. So, I am sorry. I am really sorry for everything I've done, for every stupid act I've made you worry.
My sincere wish is that you will find a love that empowers you, that strengthens you, that makes you pursue the better version of your self each day. 
Just because you truly deserve it. Big time.