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hello

... It is funny to ask to myself and I still find that you are still by far one of my most favorite person out there. Not a single second I spend with you was a time-wasted. I was happy. Well, to tell you the truth, I might be at my happiest state even tho we also went thru many ups and downs. There were cries after cries. But even so, laugh never failed to find a way back to us. And so we laughed. A lot. And I will forever thank you for that. For saving me, especially. But even after your absence, I am happy too. Because now I came into realization that happiness is a choice. So I find happiness in another form, another person. Foods after foods, friends after friends, journeys after journeys. None of them is anything close to you, but well, a person is not meant to be replaced with another, and so you are. I know I should ask for your forgiveness seventy times seven and it could never be enough between us. So, I am sorry. I am really sorry for everything I've d...
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New Story?

I used to say this a lot : I write to be delighted. But nowadays the time when I find myself at my very consciously happy state is when I do a retail therapy. It can be anything. Online shopping. Buying unnecessary clothes. Makeup (ofc). It's kind of fascinating to know that I do really change as an individual. I used to spend a lot of time writing, but now? Not anymore But there's something I also just realized recently, I don't write to be delighted anymore because it feels impossible for having time to do so. But I know I'm just reasoning with my self. In fact, no person is too busy for anything, for anyone. It's all about priority. You can always choose to receive the call from your parents, your lovers, no matter how busy you are, even though you will talk only in one or two minutes, saying "Sorry, I've been very busy lately. I think I can be on the phone only for a while." And to me writing is an essential journey of my life, that ...
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Epilog

Cerita panjang pertama yang berhasil diselesaikan... Ya meskipun makan waktu dua tahun . Akan kangen sekali dengan Kian, Kian Mahisa Campaka. I owe you so much, Kian. ***                  Untuk Charlene yang selalu penasaran, konvensional, dan cerewet,            Kabarku di sini baik—hampir tidak tahu kalau ada orang yang masih berkomunikasi lewat surat, padahal teknologi sudah semakin canggih dan orang-orang lebih menyukai penggunaan surel ketimbang surat—yang lama sekali sampai pada penerimanya ini. Namun terima kasih sudah mengingatkanku kalau kita sudah lama tidak saling bertukar sapa dengan cara yang sangat konvensional ini. Surat yang ditulis tangan sangat klasik, dan tentunya lebih tulus daripada surel yang biasa kutulis untuk urusan kerja.
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Attack

Nggak tahu harus bilang apa lagi sekarang. Tahu nggak sih gue nih udah sampe kesel sendiri ngeliatin jadwal ulangan. I'm thinking back to the (glorious) old days when I care too much. You know, the day when you think getting 90 in physics feel suck. Ketika seorang Karina Yuventia--iya, Karin yang ini--nangis di kamar mandi karena nggak bisa ulangan matematika. Sekarang, ya, nangis aja juga udah nggak sanggup deh. Pengen liburan. Secepatnya.
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Kangen

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Jadi kangen banget... Bahkan pas semuanya balik, nggak bisa ngumpul berempat rame-rame :( I hope we will reunite soon.
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Caffeine, Drizzle, and Repeat

Sebenernya, ditulis untuk tugas bahasa Inggris. Kerjainnya kilat (pake banget). Jadi, kalau nggak memuaskan..... HAHAHAHA Maklumi yaaa! Selamat membacaa!
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Feeling

Okay, this might be overreacting but I nearly kill myself by banging my head too much on the wall. I lied, okay. Tapi ini semua benar-benar dahsyat sampai saya lupa kapan terakhir kali saya merasa begitu stress. Minggu depan ujian praktik, lalu saya? Di sini. Termangu. Sepertinya baru kemarin, ya, kita semua di sini, merayakan hari pertama memakai seragam putih abu-abu?
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